oh, jee I am bored, I think I'll try to translate a song, I hope Dav don't mind :P lalala, lalala, I am the expert newspaper boy, under harsh weather I still sell news, while I sell, I always yell, today's news is very good, and it only cost a penny for two pieces of news. :P remember that song? wonderful times of childhood...too bad it didn't last long, ot it went by too fast. You agree?

Dear readers, please excuse me of my miss use of language : OK, This is another one of the f�cked up holiday, I hate holidays, they all sucks. starting from New Years holiday, then there comes my cursed Birthday. Damn, why don't I ever get a nice holiday. Stupid world, I am going to blow you up on day. Fuck man, before new years, there was the loney Christmas where many people kill themselves, mabey I'll end up dying on a christmas. This messed up world is full of phony people, they even called the holy christmas X-mas, why don't they just call it XXX-mas. I hate holidays, there's no one single holiday that don't envolve money. this world is full of dirt. why can't everything be like the old times, where life is just simple and nice. where people can get together and have a warm toast. dumb people, crappy education, ... Fuck man, no one is talking, yet there's a little girl that keeps one bugging me on MSN. where the hell did everyone else die off to? At this moment I totally agree with Bush to attack iraq, and best of all why not have a WW3. hm... maybe he can help me distroy the world *evil laugh* Shit, that better not be my other side. Anyway, moronic holidays.

At this point of this century, there must exit poor and rich in our economy... But I believe, through much higher education to every person in the world, then the difference between rich and poor will slowly disappear. Which means education should be available to all human kind, and we must be able to learn with less distraction, and earlier education starting point should be one factor that contributes to better learning, providing a way to lower the lust for over entertainment, and a way to satisfy the need for rest. At the same time we must sacrifice our human nature of laziness and childhood "happy days.� This theory can be true, but it is in some ways against our humanity, therefore if we humans believe fun is more important, then this difference between poor and rich will never vanish. If it ever does come true, then there will be less requirement for labour work, for every single machine or clone, it will produce thousands more, and ultimately it will be in the form of exponential growth to both the nonhuman working force and higher tech discoveries, which at the same time, with the highly educated minds, we will be able to find solutions to the expansion of liveable area, and solutions to green house effect, solutions to global warming, and much more. -- final words : You know I am crazy, so DO NOT comment on what I wrote above.

I hate those fucking good advise forwards that tell you that it will screw up ur life if you don't send them to other people If they are supposed to help you IMPROVE your life, then whyTF do they have such stupid side effect? Not to mention the very idea of 1s and 0s on a computer can have any effect on one's life is utterly ridiculous

I forgot my keys in my room last night. What does that mean? Well it means I can't get back into the house. Which means I had to spend the night at my parent's. I still can't get back in today, and the landlord's number is in my room! In other news, Liwenjun came over yesterday to check out the place I live. We talked about that for many many months now, finally we acted on some obscure and random topic that we discussed. Now it's my turn to check out where she lives. Well, I don't expect that to happen for months to come.

A KISS I climbed the door and opened the stairs Said my pajamas and put on my prayers Turned on my bed and crawled into the light All because you kissed me goodnight Next morning I woke and crambled the shoes Polished the eggs and toasted the news I couldn't tell my left from my right All because you kissed my good night The evening I felt normal again So I picked up my mother and called the phone Spoke to my puppy and threw dad a bone Even at midnight the sun was still bright All because you kissed my good night --- This poem wrote by a friend, how lucky she is !!!

The lease of my rent expires after next month. Which means I have to decide to either sign another lease and continue living here for the next six months, or go else where. I decided I should move back to living with my um, parents. Why does that sound so pathetic when I say it out loud? Anyways, I don't think I have enough money for another six months, then pay for tuition next term. Nor do I want to live here in the summer. This place will be blistering hot then. The fact that I'm currently living with in a block from where my parents live is pathetic enough and make me feel like a dumbass paying 400 bucks a month for it. I've had my fun moving out I guess. I would still love to live somewhere else, but my current financial situation doesn't permit me to do so. The next time I move out, my wings would harden to the point where I can soar without returning to the nest, I'm sure.

Had my Economics test on Friday. It went fairly well. Friday was Crystal's birthday as well. She turned 19. Naturally, I attended her birthday party. Had fun, ate cake. We played pool and table tennis in the activity room of her res. A whole bunch of us showed up, all familiar faces. Went home at 4:00am, slept till 5:30pm today. Missed both Kendo and kungfu practice today...

CUA finally posted our photos from the Chrismas dinner What's interesting is that they don't look nearly as intimadating when sized down from their original >1280x1024 size. The girls look nicer too. some highlights of me: Check out the rest of the photos

see... I am posting. why you evil evil little man... :P

Hahaha... Was she the one who went with us on the train? Message...eh? I had one when I was around 10 from a relative.

Went for Kendo practice yesterday Screamed my head off and got beat up, great fun as usual. Woke up today, whole body hurts. About a week ago my cousin gave me a massage when I was in a similar predictment after Judo. It was magical as the pain stopped immidiately after. Well she did study message for over five years in ChengDu TiYuan's Sports hospital. Ah...I can really use that message right now. If only I can find a girlfriend with such skill, haha.

It seems that my evil plan of letting others write in this blog so it can update itself endlessly is failing. Everyone are just as lazy as me. *sign* So my foot is getting better, again. I'm avoiding stressing it too much in Judo. Which means I execute all my standing techniques with minimal force. Which is good I suppose, as it forces me to imporve my technique rather than covering up the flaws with strength. I gotta work on my kazushi a whole lotta more, that's what I realized. I find it harder and harder to throw out random combos while shadow-punching. I have no idea why, since all my combos come out when I actually spar with someone. I gotta start seriously practice my kungfu again, I feel like I'm getting worse. Oh yeah, had the Calculus test on wednsday, made the ususal stupid mistakes. It went rather smoothly I guess. I didn't study nearly as much as I did with the last one. ( Then again, I got a lot more sleep this time around ). Have Economics test next week, that's...fun. I can't go to my old Eco lecture anymore, since my new Compsci lecture takes place at exactly the same time. I'm going to other Eco lectures currently. Who cares about the prof being different, it's not like I can understand what Siddique's talking about anyways.

Haven't been here for a while... I haven't been anywhere for a while... I missed my old life, and now I learned how to treasure life, I guess it takes a huge impact for me to realise I am not immortal like the way I used to think. Anything can happen at anytime to anyone, I could go paralise even at this moment that I am speaking because of my accident. jee, I should always tell the ones that I love while I can. and at the same time treasure friendship as well... Thanks David for been there for me when I needed. We are always good buddies :)

Eck, my two sites are giving me so much work these days. I just recently discovered that my CSS styles was absolutely crap. They are totally scrambled up in Opera and Mozilla. Lines and texts were overlapping each other like a pancakes. Took me a long time to recode them, but now they look good on all three browsers. Well, there are some little bugs that need to be work out, but I don't feel like messing with them now. I got 2 exams coming up, and all I can do is stay up at 5:00am and rewrite style sheet? Calculus can be....just as...fun...I hope..... Oh yeah, I twisted my foot again in Judo. That wasn't pleasant, it actually hurt a lot worse than the first two times. It's alright now I suppose. And yes, I still love Judo to death. I mean I can literally feel myself getting stronger after a practice. It really pushed my endurance to a new height. Just as I thought I could move no more after ne waza randori, I then discovered energy out of the blue and started doing standing randori full strength. Sure I couldn't control myself well and twisted my foot again, but that's besides the point. Missed kungfu and kendo practice again though, because of this foot. *sign*

I bought the shoes about one and half years ago, in China. I bought them with my friends, at almost 12:00am at night. I remembered that my grandma told me to buy a new pair of shoes. I saw nothing wrong with the pair I was wearing of course, but she thought they were well beyond their intended age. We ran almost four blocks in search of a store that wasn't closed. Finally we found it, and I bought the first pair that attracted my eyes. The shoes are dark blue in color, with light blue strips and white shoe laces. It's a pair of running shoes, but without the flamboyancy of the more plastic-savvy counter-parts. It looks more like casual shoes, with the same simplicity and elegance. The snow on the sidewalks is quite a lot these past few days. That's not doing my shoes any good at all. I wore them everywhere --- kungfu practices, jogging, mindless walking... I'm amazed that after so long, these shoes have almost no major wear and tear on them. However, one thing it can't do anymore is waterproofing. For days, I walked through the snow and slush in soggy and wet feet, never a moment of warmth. Hence I decided to finally retire the shoes from their position of being my primary, and my only shoes. I went and bought a new pair. The new pair is nice, the shoes are offically casual shoes. Although they look awfully like the old pair. Except it's black, with even darker strips. I think I found my shoe store as well. Sketch have such nice shoes, exactly the type I would design had I been the designer. Still, I will wear the old shoes to practicies and other dry and physically demanding events. I've been through a lot with them, and I always hesitate to dispose of anything I own that's been with me for a long time. Strange little man I am...

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