Title : Enough with the multiarrowing... Deteriorate my degenerated arrows, reanimate the torn goal. Clenches onto the surrounding, and inhale brand-new breath. Concentrate the veiled air, form the unique missile. Such that it will penetrate the silence, and gather the wind for multiple strength. I shall let instinct guilds my luck, and wish my reborn chance a wonderful success.

Um......dave is desperate to ask ppl to write here....so....I think i'd better "peng chang", hehe~~mmm what's new? I'm so into CUA's events now....ppl there are very nice, hehe, I feel way more comfortable with them than with canadians. of course....they remind me of my past life so much! and the same language!! same background!! dave doesn't give it a !@#$ eh? i think you enjoyed the movies tonight:) anyways....things are going fine now i guess...everybody is stressed out by those tests, assignments and exams (expect dave) ;) I have A4 to do...and HUM assignment, and one more HUM test...damn....i have to do better this time!! :( Um some weird things have been bothering me lately...but I think I can handle them :) or just forget about them... good night ppl!

Ah haha, the CUA pub night's photos are up on their website here's a photo of me right after I threw a dart, you can clearly see the state my finger was in. And yet I went anyways, what the hell was I thinking? *cough* yeah, Chrystal was right, there were some cute girls there *cough*

I had a very weird dream yesterday.... The details are becoming very fuzzy now, I was in some kind of tournament, sort of a contest between groups. There were different groups, and each of us would pick an event from a pile of cards. The part I remembered was that the tournament have been going on for some time, and a lot of people were dead. My group consisted of this girl, and this kid who was my elementry school friend when I just came to Canada. I can't remember the girl's face even if my life depended on it. I've never seen her before, but she felt very familiar, as if I've known her for a long time. What I do remember was that I love her, seriously, I did. I've never ever felt something like that my whole life, but I do know for sure I love her. The feeling in fact persisted for a long time even after I woke up. We were in the middle of selection our next event, and we were free to exchange team members. One of my old team member died or something ( He's just not there, and I was sad about it ), and I was thinking about who to replace him. Then my friend popped up and offer to join our team. He's a short guy, weak too. But I decided to let him in anyways for old time's sake. He suggested we exchange the girl for someone stronger, since she was a bit weak as well. I flatly refused it, simply cause I was worried about her safety. What happened was that I picked an event, and this old lady (?) told me that it's a very difficult maze, and we should stick together as tightly as possible. I asked what this other choice I almost picked up was, and she said it's a choice that asks me to pick which one of my team have to die to reach the next level (!) I felt so lucky since I clearly couldn't decide who would die. I then pondered the question, and the strongest possibility was to kill myself cause I can't possibly kill the girl or let my friend die. Then we were readying to go into the maze. I think there are monsters in the maze. I mean big scary ones that are huge, the kind I would be intimidated by ( or anyone else ). So yeah, I pulled out my sword / spear ( can't remember what it was, something really sharp. ) and was going to go into the maze, then I woke up. ...What lingered after was, like I said, my clear feeling for the girl. Hell, I was a bit sad that I probably won't ever see her again. I seriously loved her, while I was in my dream anyways. I'm not the kind of person to use the word "love" lightly, but it was the only description I can find. It was very strange, but it felt good in a way. Kind of sad, but glad that I did feel that in the same time. Why did I write this here? I dunno, I just didn't want to forget this dream and this feeling a few days from now. I don't keep a paper journal, so.... ............ yeah, that's basically it...

Ahh.... finally the Cha-cha & Jive dance class is over. 10 classes(of which I skipped 3). umm I think I did learn something and had some great time there. Basically I liked this class...it's a good work out, plus I enjoyed the atmosphere(you know...everyone was dumb, so you didn't need to worry about how dumb YOU were). I met and danced with different ppl there...and had a crush on our instructor....;) I'm kidding, but he's such a nice guy :) he's funny and I love looking at him dancing!! lol...anyways, it's over, and it's remarkable that I took this class. sigh~~everytime I finish something, such as a movie, or a book, or high school, I feel sentimental......

Once upon a time ( let's say, oh....last year ), I did a lion dance performance in a nightclub called "This is London". I was only 17, on the verge of turning 18 then. The performance was supposed to be at 11:30pm, however, it was pushed back and we actually did the performance at 1:00 am and 2:30 am. The problem was that many of us were underaged and wasn't dressed properly. ( How can we? We need to do lion dance! ) So the manager thought it would be funny ( at least that's what I'm telling myself ) to stick us in a horrondously pink washroom with her cat for 4 hours. Why did I mention this stupid incident? Cause I was back at that place on Saturday, this time doing a kungfu performance. Oh how I loath that nightclub. I injured my hands pretty badly this time. What happened was that I was supposed to slide down a rope from the second floor, jump into a mock fight between Khai and Jay, and then "fight" Jay with Butterfly knives then get beaten. Sounds simple right? It was actually. However, I bruised the index finger of my left hand as I was falling down in one of the rehearsals at the place. The finger got caught in the knive's handle....anyways, it hurt. In a later practice, because I couldn't hold onto the rope tight enough with my left hand, I had to hold it tighter with my right. When I slided down, the rope burned off a layer of skin in my hand. ( yeah, that hurt too ). I still did the performance with bandages on both of my hands. I guess I was too nervous and scared from the height ( it was really high ), so I didn't care much about the pain at the time. Yeah, we still had to stay in that god-awful pink washroom ( @#$%# ), at least the cat isn't there this time. I swear, if I ever see that cat again, I WILL kill it. Don't take it the wrong way, I love cats, I like them better than dogs, but still, I WILL kill that cat if I ever see it again. There was supposed to be a lion dance at 1 am, but me and Khai excused ourselves and hurried outta there as fast as possible. Now I have both of my hands injured and my right foot not completely recovered.... My left index finger was swollen like a carrot, and turned green and blue ( it's it fun? ) Don't think I'll go to kungfu for a while, I'm all "kungfu"ed out this week. I really really loath that club...

I skipped another semiotics lecture(9am) since I couldn't get up at all. Last night was definitely fun, I met so many ppl and talked a lot (which leads to my lost of voice now :P). But my next-door was toooo loud last night(damn....2 couples were "fighting" for fun, how could you expect them to be quiet?!) so I didn't fall asleep until 3 or something. I'm so lack of sleep this weekend.....stefan's birthday party was really fun, I met some guys and had a great time and stayed over(but didn't get enough sleep). haha. I felt I was such a bad girl...:P anyways, have to go to class now...the internet in my room is down, so I'm in the lab of BA.....;)

David, come to the pub nite, you know where is it right? it starts at 6 pm. everybody you know will be there ,second floor. i'm inviting you sincerely. p.s. there are lots of cute girls too^^ i never lie to you right??^^hehe

Um...it's getting barren here... Anyways, I'm soo tired of doing A4...I remember the days doing A2 and A3...same stressful as right now...these assignments are so tiring!! I don't have weekends before their due date; I have to stare at the screen for more than 5 hrs straight; I have to think hard until my brain is exhausted. If this is the life of CS....should I keep going this direction?? hmm...although somehow I can find some fun through the programming process, I'm sick of it right now. Gotta take a break, and eat, and take a shower, and go to Stefan's birthday(which was yesterday) party :D Yesterday was pretty fun, I phoned him at 0:00am to say happy birthday...and hung out with him for a while in the afternoon:) (my perfect celebration plan was ruined accidentally, but we still had fun) sigh~~birthday.....we are getting older and older...yo crystal, what does that sentence say? Treasure the life as if heaven is on earth? :)

Had a kungfu demo on Friday. Khai and Sida asked me to perform in their Asian Culture show a while back, and yesterday was the big day. I agreed to it of course, but didn't foresee that my foot would be in bad condition. ( Oh, the injury worsened after um....Kendo and Judo ). It was great fun I guess, aside from the fact that my foot was hurting from the lack of blood supply. I think I bandaged it too tightly. Anyways, I did my GongLiQuan form, slowly. Apperantly it looked good and everyone liked it. I hanged around with Khai during the day when there was nothing to do. We walked around UT, went to a Japanese restaurant and had sushi and sake. It was great. Crystal is trying to get me to go to this pub night for CUS. I dunno if I really want to go, with all the stupidness going on with Dex and this group. Anyways, I still have another demo tonight. P.S Dex, could you please STOP deleting your own posts? It's getting out of hand!

hi, David, have you join the CUA yet? Chinese Undergrad Assoiation. go to the main website of it, it's great." cua.sa.utoronto.ca" and email them to join, and there will be a pub nite in this coming Sat. everybody is going. see you there~! Jane says it's faster for you to see the message here then on MSN , so i figure i will leave the message here. ^^ and Tokoy Love Story is soooooooo attractive. i only finished the first episode. lixiang is such a lovely and passionate and positive little woman. i'm so envous of her. there is something about her that keeps my attention to this show. wish everybody will find their real love!^^

The Chinese girl next door (who has/had a boyfriend in Vancouver) is sleeping with a guy from upstairs again. They're not even going out now...they have been "together" for less than a week..(I don't even consider they are together) cool...maybe I shouldn't be too surprised; this is Canada, not my relatively conserved small world any more...

Phew, I finished watching all 11 episodes of Tokyo Love Story in two days. I know it's almost 10 years old ( or is it older? ), but classic is classic, gotta watch it. I throughly enjoyed the show, it's great. Great practice for my Japanese skill too. Kendo was good today, got yelled at a lot, but that's expected.

hi everybody. Had a enjoyable weekend everyone, hopefully? I myself went back home in Hamilton, and i had a quiet pleasent time there with my parents and uncle, who just came from vancouver to seek job opportunities. One good thing about going home is you can eat really really good food. hmmm~~ i suspect i already gained weight just for the one and a half day eating at home. It makes me feel ok after I convined myself that I will do more exercise in school everyday. yes, my resolution, going to Hart House every morning to work out for at least half and hour. This plan goes quite well, in spite of the fact that i'm not going there every single day. But that's ok, as long as i keep it going, right? Alright, it's late now, and i want to make a wish, that is do bless me in my coming commerce test, i will work hard on it and i want to get a reasonably good result this time!>_< V~~

Another day has gone..and I'm all alone.....oh man this actually reminds me of Michael Jackson...god did you see his face? His nose is actually falling down...jeez can't imagine that again....:P anyways, it's snowing now!! how great it is!! hehe..I've seen a lot of snow before, but I'm still deep in love with it! snow.....snow.......(obsessed) Yesterday(technically the day before yesterday) I went back to Hamilton (home sweet home) and spent some great time with my dearest dad..he's the best and coolest dad ever! (Dex and Dave can prove this) He's playing CIVIII now...and I enjoyed watching him playing...hehe...it's a great game! how pity i have no time to play it! :( And I came back tonight JUST for my floor's event--bowling. Damn they changed the plan in the last minute, and we went to play pool instead. My pratise from UC actually helped me, plus I had incredible luck today...So i won 5 of 7 games....:D I don't always feel entirely comfortable with the ppl from my floor, but i had a lot of fun today indeed. And Tokyo Love Story is good! isn't it? (some ppl: nod, nod) Oh god it's so late now....I can't even keep my eyes open...good night world...

It's snowing... It really isn't much of a suprise considering how cold it was yesterday. Now, I'll have no excuse to delay buying a pair of shoes any further. The shoes I have now are in pretty bad shape, since I abuse them so much. Maybe tomorrow or monday I guess. My foot is healing up nicely. The lump is gone now, and the purpleness have turned red. I can move the foot much more before I feel pain. I should be in good shape on Monday, when there's a Kendo class.

Dave~~I always believe life is like a sine curve...sometimes you are at the trough, sometimes you are at the top. it's always changing... I'm really sorry to hear what had happened to u, but you know, everything will be fine....you'll see eva again; your feet will get better; you'll learn randori eventually cuz you are smart and it's easy for u to catch up. Cheer up! :D Smile....tomorrow's gonna be a new day! PS: yeah...I remember to bring Tokyo Love Story now......

Well, remember I said Judo's gonna kill me? It sort of did. Well, I'm not dead per say, but I horribily twistic my foot. How? In the most pathetic manner possible --- I stepped on it wrong. I suppose normally with shoes on, such a step wouldn't be harmful. I was bare-footed though, so it hyper-extended my foot muscle around the outer ankle joint on my right foot. I was going to keep going without telling people about it, but then a big purple shiny lump appeared after a while followed by intense pain. I decided to tell the sensei about it and sat the rest the of the class out with ice over the lump. ...And then, they did randori. Why! oh Why must they begin to do randori in the class when I happened to be injured?? Maybe this's god's way of preventing me of doing it. I mean I had plenty of little hints of not to go to Judo. The cold; then I saw Eva right before judo, when I was handing in my math; Now I have this injured foot? Maybe I shouldn't do randori today? Who knows, I might be too weak today to perform a break-fall correctly, and break my neck in the process? Maybe this's a good thing? the injury I mean. Yup, that's what I'm telling myself: The nasty painful giant purple lump that's stabbing at your heart and agonizing every fibre of your being is on your side David! Yup, it's good for you!

ahh....I feel like shit right now.... I felt terrible yesterday, apperantly I've got a cold, so I was dizzy and my throat hurts like hell. Plus I didn't sleep much yesterday, and I was hungry....so yeah, yesterday was bad. I thought I would feel better today be taking some medicine and get a good night's sleep. ...well, my parents neglicted to tell me that Tylenol Cold makes you feel weak. That's exactly what I feel now, very very weak. I have problem standing up stright, and my head is even dizzier. Although the throat stopped hurting.... Ah geez, math assignment is due today. I havn't finished it, well screw it. I can drop 2 of my worst assignments anyways. But still, goddamn it, I should get perfect on this one, it's so easy. Ah, gotta gather up some strength go to go school and hand in what I've already done. I'll go to Judo today, I never skip any training sessions. If only I have the same determination when it comes to study... * oh god, I almost collapsed when I reached down to get some food form the fridge......Judo is gonna kill me today....

Finished my 11-page math assignment #7. Watched the movie "8 Mile" by Eminem which is known as the top 1 from last weekend. Experienced the extreme feeling when the motorbike's speed was over 70 on Toronto's street at night. Got to know 4 more friends (who are girls). My MD player can contain more than 50 songs. Found the National Anthem of China in my collection of mp3s. ......Life could be so much FUN! :)

Argh, you can see it's 5:34 AM. Goddamn computer science assignment screw this, I'm going to sleep

I am in New college's so-called student council... and stefan is the coolest!!.....yeah..he wrote that :D hm...i like this keyboard!! oh well.,..i was late again for math class, cuz i couldn't get up since i only slept for 6 hours......and I'm desperate to find somewhere to sleep......oh dave, how smart you are knowing it's not necessary to go to math lecture...but you can really understand things well IF YOU DON'T TAKE NOTES......anyways, dav GET UP! lol...... I'm going to play some piano later...seeee i do have a life!! :D

Ah, was reading H2 again when I was supposed to be doing my compsci assignmnet but... qing chun ah, re xue ah, gan dong ah! (can't type Chinese, since some "people" can't read them on their systems -__- )

Funny how I always cook way too much ( enough for two people ), and always end up eating it all? Then why am I getting skinnier!? Could it be that I always slept at 5AM for the past week? ... na....

hey, so many new stuff posted already!! Dav, your website seems like a popular place huh? I really want to make one myself now. after the tests and tiry studies, i will make one ~!! yes, and that will be a new hot spot in the coming future, believe me~~hehe, everyone remember to visit my will-be-made website lol!~ Studying for the marks seems like the only reason for university now, this makes me feel aimless, and depressing. after all, university suppose to be a place of freedom and a place to have fun, isn't it? i doult it now. In my life , it seems like there are mountains after mountains ahead for me to climb, and i can never see the other side of the mountain, i can never tell for certain that my way is the right way. is this the way life suppose to be in university, or life in general? why so streeful and unpleasent for me? maybe i will be fine tomorrow, or maybe for a week, or maybe i will never be happy again... oh, that won't be the case, coz after i wake up tomorrow morning , i will be fresh again, and it's good to be alive after all, think about those people who suffers from deseases, those people who ungergoes great catastrophes, and those who sacrifies their lives just to save other lives...i'm actually in pretty good shape. at least i have people love me and people i love ( hehe..sweet sweet parents and friends). So, temperary stressed out only!! ok, jane's eager to read my post, so i'd better post it and hopefully it pleases her, coz she really is really bored now, hopefully jane wont through tomatoes and eggs on her screen....^^

How I missed that night of commancemence...two of my bestest buddies (Quan and Sergio) was there, and the third (which is Dav) wasn't... Or else it's would be the perfect buddy reunion! Jee, only if Dav have not been spending the time checking out hot chicks (Eva and the other one), instead I strongly agree he should bring them...Anyways, I guess I am known by so many in my school almost 90% of them knows me... even as I passes down the old hall ways, there's always someone calling my name, (which reminded me the song "Just call my name, and I'll be there...")

Jesus....I just remembered that I forgot to go to Dex's commencement This explains why I felt I forgot something after the test on Friday. Christ man, I'm so sorry! Never again shall I place spending time with girls above spending time with friends. *slap self in face over and over again* Oh man...I've become everything that I hated....

Actually I was a little sad when I saw the story that Dave the great story-teller told. That was so interesting, and I love BA so much but i wasn't there!! ...anyways, yeah, good job people, lol~~~~dav your pics are so cool! take more, please, more. Well....it's been a long day and I've got an unbearable headache. yeah..ECO test on monday...I've been bothered by so many tests lately...and I'm a little feelingless now. just bring them on!! lol...... Oh right, I studied in Robart tonight right? and after that I went to Crystal's place....at 0:15 I decided to go home cuz my headache was so terrible, but i was too lazy to walk to the bus stop alone....so i called Walksafer, and they actually sent me two ppl walking with me! a guy and a girl! lol...that guy was good-looking and super nice...he's in Commerce, 3rd year, (hm this sounds a little bit familiar) and that girl was nice and cute....We had fun talking and they waited with me until the bus came ;) hehe..it was so much fun!..so ppl when you don't want to walk alone at night, just call them even though you are not afraid of danger at all. just for fun and meeting new ppl! hehe it's great experience after all. ok....time to sleep....Dav don't forget to write the "getAllLongerThanPreviousTwo"method! ;) and good night......

I met up with LiWenJun today Finally, I can have my mangas back. I missed my H2 :) We havn't seen each other since I lent her my books, which was 4 months ago. We were both busy with life I guess. Now that my tests are over, I can finally find some time to call her up. Took some photos of her, my digital camera is so cool! go see them in the Album

This happened two days ago... So we were studying on the third floor of BA, where the giant glass window (a wall maybe?) was. Dex suddenly said:"uh oh", Crystal's pencil was dangling dangerously on his backpack, over the metal cover of the heater on edges of the floor. The covers were a grid of metal bars, with enough space in them to allow something the size of a pencil to easily drop through them. Once on the other side, it's safe to say that it's nearly impossible to get the pencil back again. Well....Dex proved otherwise. So Dex moved a bit, trying to save the poor pencil from it's doom. It turned out to be counter productive, the pencil suddenly broke free of the backpack, and down it went. "Noo!!!!" Crystal cried, but what's done is done. Dex, feeling guilty, volunteered to save the pencil. I suggested we just get a straw or chopstick, and put gum on one end of it. That way we can get the pencil back easily without property damage. But it won't be such a nice story if there's no property damage now would it? Dex, in his infinit wisedom, decided to crack open the panels like how a man should. He pulled out his trusty key chain, and started to figet with the screws that bolted the panels shut. Then CRAAACK, the panels gave, and we rejoiced as Crystal pulled the pencil to safety. That is, until we heard Dex's cry for help :" Ah...Crap....my key chain is stuck". Some how, the now much reveared keychain is stuck in the little spaces between the grids in the panel. Try as Dex might, it refused to let go of it's lovely embrace with the panel. Not to worry, Kateryna to the rescue! Then um...they got the keychain out, how? I don't know, I didn't quite see it. But believe me they did, I have photos to prove it.

And so, the wave of tests have finally passed, and left a scene of destruction in their wake. Economics test finished today. I can't say how I did, since I felt nothing. The test was long, and there was just way too many question to even give a proper "feel" for it. Nonetheless, I'm glad that its finally over, for now. Now that I can finally breath a sigh of relief, I realized that I'm exhausted. I stayed up all night and slept only at 5AM for the past 4 days. I'm beat. As a little post test celebration of some sort, I went to Dan's home with Eva and Yilun and watched a bloody and depressing Japanese movie and played a bit on Dan's PS2. I'm not depressed now, but I do feel a little lump of sadness in me, with a general feeling that something is missing. Well, I do look forward to the Kendo and Kungfu tomorrow. This reminds me, I gotta call LiWenJun...

One down, one to go Finally finished the calculus test. I suppose I did alright. However, I have no feeling of relief at all. This is probably because I still have an Economics test tomorrow. I got 4 more chapters to read tonight, so better get started.

lol....sorry about my language... oh well, I screwed the last question(10%!!!! T.T)of the test, but the rest are ok....and I'm glad it's done, so let's move on to ECONOMICS!!!!

Fuck!! I can't believe my stuff was lost again!! so i have to type everything again?!?!?! fuck the world......I'm not in a good mood at all, since it's 1.5 hours away from the freaking stupid test!!! and yeah I'm stressed out... My goddamned don is chatting with my roommate, and it seems they don't know my existence!! what the hell......yeah I was supposed to study more but after the relaxing hum lecture, I was stopped by some random guy who suggested me to go to a seminar about time management and how to deal with stress. jeez i wonder how he knew I was stressed out.and yeah, someone was there too...very glad to see him...hope he didn't think i went there just for him because that's not the full reason (maybe 50% is... ;))anyways, so i went there and wasted another hour plus my heart speed wasn't normal from the beginning to the end. That's all. I can't believe I'm so nervous before this test since I am supposed to be fully prepared. just nervous and feel helpless. oh well.....I think I'll do fine!! hopefully!!! good luck to all the ppl who are on the 3rd floor of BA!!! PS: since many ppl are writing here, it seems impossible to avoid we talking with each other. right?

Whaaaat! You went swimming without telling me? ::Evil administrator David speaks: People, can we please keep this blog more like a blog, and not like a forum?

man I better go to sleep, so TIRED...can't keep my eyes open... see you guys in MAT lecture later on today (in the morning)... better be there guys... and specially "Dav the skipper" I'll be WATTING.!!! Arggggg!

Thanks Crystal... and woohoo.. me went swimming today... in the big pool.. NICE...^_^ Doh, Calculas test tomorro....oh well.. I am ready... BRING IT ON....!!! HAHAHA

hey people, today is really a long day for me. oh, damn, the people downstairs are singing so loud with their gitar the whole night. and they really suck in singing. stop it please~~~god!! i have a calculus test tomorrow and i haven't even really study for it yet. i don't know how i'm going to pass that test. i'd better pass it!! It's CALCULUS man. please give me a break! there has to be some form of outlet of my anger. finally, they take a break.sign~~~ it's so quiet suddenly!! my load. Go have a life people! i neeeed to go back to math so badly. see what happens tomorrow at 6pm. at UC east hall. i really want to do good in that test. wishes everybody else will do well on it too. Dav, Jane and Dex ...

Dexter, you are dead. Dave, you are dead. So am I ......

I just bombed my Linguistic test Something good came out of it though. I originally intended to drop the course after the test is finished. However, the measly amount I have studied today did an amazing job of allowing me to understand most of the questions. My problem? I didn't memorize the IPA alphabetes, so I had no idea what to write down for the Phonetic sections. I actually did most of the questions in the Morphology section, since that's the part I understood the best. It was actually simple. The moral lesson? Linguistic isn't nearly as hard as I had hyped up to believe. If I actually study for the rest of the term, then I have a very good chance of getting an ok mark. Hence, I'm not going to drop it. Now I can focus my energy on the Calculus and Economics tests. They shouldn't be too difficult....

Yahoooo... I got some powerful Diablo II Exp : Battle Net Characters...!!! They are awsome... Can't wait to go kick some butts... hm... Doh! forgot to study again... Doh! MAT test in two days... Doh! CSC assignment is almost due... Doh! 7 Journals due tomorro... Doh! 5 page Essay Due in a week... Doh! STA exam on Monday... Doh! got so much other stuff to do too... Doh! I just wasted another 7 hours on website stuff... Ahhh oh boy...Hmm... I wonder how am I going to this two weeks...!!! ?

Made the first website in my life. http://individual.utoronto.ca/freejiamao/ It didn't take me very long since itself is pretty crappy...But yeah, this is remarkable...My purpose was to get somewhere to store my timetable (in case somebody is curious), but right now i found it soo intriguing......I like the feeling seeing all my files uploaded, and I like to see the pages in my machine becoming public. ;) maybe this is my new continent of interest :) I can't control DW very well, but I'll be the master of it soon! muahahaha :P Oh man before I become a master, I have to complain about the tests...math test on Thursday, economics test on next Monday while the huge hard A3 CS assignment due on the same day....crap...I'll be dead!!!!!! this weekend I was supposed to study HARD, but....I end up doing nothing...:'( study ah study......

Woke up at 3pm today....got a Linguistic test tomorrow...I havn't even started to study yet. It's 6:40pm now.....well I cleaned my room, that's something productive I've done. Oh boy, I'm so screwed tomorrow. I hate Linguistics...

Yo Dav, congratulations for having a new+new camera.....MY MONEY!! lol......welcome crystal...yeah It's been a hard day...A3 is harder than A2 i think...BA is a nice building, and Adam(the head TA) was there...yeah he's ok, sometimes he's nice, sometimes he's rude. Only because he's somehow goodlooking and hardworking, I respect him. Yo someone don't be crazy for him! ;) Sigh I've been working on my ass for 8 hours today...exhausted :( I think I'll go to bed soon...... PS: congratulations to Crystal for the reason-you-know. I'm so happy of you. :)

Where did you stole the money from ? Boy ? (just kidding... LOL) Good to hear that you got a digiCam... Congradulations... Well, Time to get back to the not so hard CSC assignment 3. I can't belive I play so much games... I waste all my time on games, so much preshious time... this whole Saturday was wasted on DiabloII exp. But good thing I am at a very high level right now.. hehe.. Doh. forgot to study...

I switched my camera to a Canon Powershot A30 My god, I can't believe the difference in quality. Sure I had to pay a little extra, but it's so worth it. The LCD screen on the camera alone is infinitly better. So clear, so good! There are so many new features too, I can adjust almost everything, except for the focus. Love it!

hi, David, nice to be invited so late ~~haha, i'm just kidding. you guys are so lucky man, (you guys means you and dex), know stuff like creating your own website , and yo u can invite people to visit your website, to see your photes, and read your writings, and even wirte crazy stuff here. Comp Science people rocks !!haha, although i suck at cs, i 'm glad i have some friends who are good at it( i mean it, haha). ok, stop here. i will come and wondering around again!:)

Out of pure impulsiveness, I bought a digital camera last night. BUT IT DOESN'T F***ING WORK! Why doesn't it? I don't know. It works fine at the place I bought it, but it refuses to transfer the files to my computer. ARGH I hate this, why can't anything I do out of impulse ever turn out the way I want? Maybe this is why I'm never as impulsive as Adam, because I'm usually punished for it. Eck, someone up there doesn't like me... I think I'll either 1. return the camera and get my money back and make the salesperson and I very unhappy or 2. get a different brand I think I'll go with 2. I hate unhappiness.

Sleepy, sleepy, sleepy. I slept from 2:30 to 6:30 to make up the lack of sleeping from this week. (esp last night) But apparently the quaility of it was pretty low....Um my brain can't think straight about the meaning of my life now...too lazy to think, so why bother? Let the recent moment be great, that's all I want. (short-sighted?) oh well...... Good night, ciao, see you guys later.

There is one thing I keep on wondering.... and that's what is the meaning of my life? But at this moment, I don't even have time to wonder... So much WORK... Essay, Test, Assignment, Exam, Quiz, Reading, etc... "God dog on it !!!" so much... !!! Ahhh... boy oh boy... Oh yeah, hey, it's finily my turn to get the P.H.D. After seening everyone getting their, now it's my turn... HAHAHAHA... Doh *(got calculus test the night before commancement)

I can belive I wasted 5 hours trying to make this stupid new web site (my 23rd Personal Site)..... Doh! if you want to see how far it went... it's at http://individual.utoronto.ca/dexl/web5/

Er...didn't do as well as I hoped on the computer science assignments I think I know where I went wrong -- those stupid comments. I didn't follow the required style at all for the last two. (The first assignment didn't require good comments, hence I got above 90 ) Crap Crap Crap Crap Crap! Now I gotta go and look up good commenting style again. God I hate comments. I didn't do very well on the mid-term, but considering my mark comparing to everyone else's, I suppose I did alright. It's higher than Tan's and Katerynas, so....

Oh CRAP!! I typed so much and when I clicked post & publish it said something about system error and now everything is gone!! damn......oh anyways, yeah I got back at 4:30am, and it's been a great and fun halloween night! The new college party was so cool cuz it's different; and i went there with "him" and his best friend...oh well, it's him again...you know the feeling that something is so close to you but you'll never actually get it?? right i felt that way...I knew crying is not good, so i wiped my tears away and pretended I wasn't sad...man I drank so much alcohol today...I've never drunk this much in my whole life! And finally I felt kinda dizzy and couldn't walk straight :P But yeah we did have dun...my sadness went away quickly and the funniest thing was we saw many ppl making out then we started to cry" Hey we are jealous!" ;) ...and i saw ppl smoking weed. actually I never thought weed smelled like that! (i thought it'd be much sweeter) Yeah I'm too lazy to write everything again now, since it's a little late...sorry dav I called you at 3:30 when i thought it was 2:30...did i wake you up? :P anyways, yeah, the party was fun, the female DJ was hot, and those two guys are great. I love them. Before that, thank you Dav and Dex, you made my night perfect. the game was fun although I sucked :P I love you two too... Ok have to go now...it's not joking that i have class at 11 later today...:P good night