Oh CRAP!! I typed so much and when I clicked post & publish it said something about system error and now everything is gone!! damn......oh anyways, yeah I got back at 4:30am, and it's been a great and fun halloween night! The new college party was so cool cuz it's different; and i went there with "him" and his best friend...oh well, it's him again...you know the feeling that something is so close to you but you'll never actually get it?? right i felt that way...I knew crying is not good, so i wiped my tears away and pretended I wasn't sad...man I drank so much alcohol today...I've never drunk this much in my whole life! And finally I felt kinda dizzy and couldn't walk straight :P But yeah we did have dun...my sadness went away quickly and the funniest thing was we saw many ppl making out then we started to cry" Hey we are jealous!" ;) ...and i saw ppl smoking weed. actually I never thought weed smelled like that! (i thought it'd be much sweeter) Yeah I'm too lazy to write everything again now, since it's a little late...sorry dav I called you at 3:30 when i thought it was 2:30...did i wake you up? :P anyways, yeah, the party was fun, the female DJ was hot, and those two guys are great. I love them. Before that, thank you Dav and Dex, you made my night perfect. the game was fun although I sucked :P I love you two too... Ok have to go now...it's not joking that i have class at 11 later today...:P good night