I had a very weird dream yesterday.... The details are becoming very fuzzy now, I was in some kind of tournament, sort of a contest between groups. There were different groups, and each of us would pick an event from a pile of cards. The part I remembered was that the tournament have been going on for some time, and a lot of people were dead. My group consisted of this girl, and this kid who was my elementry school friend when I just came to Canada. I can't remember the girl's face even if my life depended on it. I've never seen her before, but she felt very familiar, as if I've known her for a long time. What I do remember was that I love her, seriously, I did. I've never ever felt something like that my whole life, but I do know for sure I love her. The feeling in fact persisted for a long time even after I woke up. We were in the middle of selection our next event, and we were free to exchange team members. One of my old team member died or something ( He's just not there, and I was sad about it ), and I was thinking about who to replace him. Then my friend popped up and offer to join our team. He's a short guy, weak too. But I decided to let him in anyways for old time's sake. He suggested we exchange the girl for someone stronger, since she was a bit weak as well. I flatly refused it, simply cause I was worried about her safety. What happened was that I picked an event, and this old lady (?) told me that it's a very difficult maze, and we should stick together as tightly as possible. I asked what this other choice I almost picked up was, and she said it's a choice that asks me to pick which one of my team have to die to reach the next level (!) I felt so lucky since I clearly couldn't decide who would die. I then pondered the question, and the strongest possibility was to kill myself cause I can't possibly kill the girl or let my friend die. Then we were readying to go into the maze. I think there are monsters in the maze. I mean big scary ones that are huge, the kind I would be intimidated by ( or anyone else ). So yeah, I pulled out my sword / spear ( can't remember what it was, something really sharp. ) and was going to go into the maze, then I woke up. ...What lingered after was, like I said, my clear feeling for the girl. Hell, I was a bit sad that I probably won't ever see her again. I seriously loved her, while I was in my dream anyways. I'm not the kind of person to use the word "love" lightly, but it was the only description I can find. It was very strange, but it felt good in a way. Kind of sad, but glad that I did feel that in the same time. Why did I write this here? I dunno, I just didn't want to forget this dream and this feeling a few days from now. I don't keep a paper journal, so.... ............ yeah, that's basically it...