It's becoming painfully obvious that I won't get the chance to study XingYi in the near future. There is only one sifu who teach the style in Toronto, and he doesn't offer any public courses for it. Unfortunately for me, private lessons cost $60/hr, which is way more than what I can afford. It makes my heart ache watching such opportunity slipping away, like being refused after confessing love to a girl. Well, at least there's always Bajiquan. It's time that I settle down and devote my time mostly to only one style of martial art. From the look of it, Baji is gonna be it.