Despite of all the sad moments, bad luck, and lonely times, I am happy from this moment and on, because I am finely able to grasp the true meaning of life... life is not to be a good guy or bad guy, life is not simple nor complicated life does not depend on what others think life does not flourish under doughts and cowardice life is : how one choose to live their life to the FULLEST... with enjoyments after understanding consequences, with a road that is not chosen by others but by one self, never stay in the past never regret nor fear. and on the side with the help of luck and friends. I am not just saying this because I ran out of peoms, But I really understood it this time. HAHAHA