I don't know what to say... But why must my dad be so keen on me, now he would not even let me play my flute, would not let me practice nor compose music. Two years ago he would not let me study Chinese, and now I regret so much, that I, as a chinese born person is unable to write most of the chinese characters. Many years ago he would not let me study Gong Fu, would not let me read Commic books, would not let me invide friends home, etc... Why must he be so stricked on my interests, he is such a fascist. It is my life that I am to live, it is not his life, and I am already 19. Oh God, how I wish you could help me out.