I can post too :) but there isn't anything really signicant happening recently. Ski trip was fun, having Crystal staying over was fun, eating out was fun, watching Spirited Away was fun ( and i absolutely loved it), and talking to dave for hours was fun. Everything is going well i guess, except some trivial unhappiness. I was confused, for the impact of selfishness and loyal friendship. I tried to figure things out, but I always ended up doing the same thing: give up and stop thinking hard. I gave up some friendship, i gave up the one i truly like, and I gave up being myself even more than ever. I spent every day in the same way, day by day, being totally unconscious how my life is insignifant. I don't care though, like what I have said, my goal of life is simply to be happy, make myself and others happy. sounds pathetic eh? Fran wants to find the origin and meaning of life, but I don't. I don't think that I want to "reproduce" by following the biological cycle, I just live, learning and gaining happiness from the daily experience. Enjoying the recent moment, I guess I'm having a pretty good life...no regrets, no chaos, just live.