This blog is evolving into something I didn't expect. I originally created it with the ol'generic purpose of "keeping a record of my life and emotions". Well, I'm not doing a good job of either. I did write about my more private feelings when I just started the blog. Ever since I started letting others post here though, I kinda stopped posting anything other than "Oh, this is cool" or "Oh, let me bitch about my martial arts". I've really started feeling uncomfortable posting anything with a bit more emotional depth in here. More people posting here gives the site a more social feel. Well, it's stupid because all the people that knows me ( and my website ) will see my blog regardless. I could always pretend no one will see the postings before, but now that fact is in the back of my head everytime I write something here. Well, it's still interesting to see what the blog turns into. Other than Dex, no one actually post anything too deep about their emotions. Well...I dunno about how much depth there is in Dex's postings, but that's cause I'm fucking lazy ( I've stopped swearing here too ) and don't want to find all the symbolisms or something like that. Oh, guess what, I should be doing my Calculus problem set that is due tomorrow, or later on today...whatever. Procrastination is great, but distractions are even better.